strong girl

Everyone is telling me let bygones be bygones....but do u think can i let it???

hm...if u know me very well...sure u will answer me..[no..u cant!] yes,that's my asnwer...i'm really cant...

Since i'm a curious girl that u known,so i'm really wish to know and i know i have the right to know all the thing..like..how that happen?have i really against them?how would there be wound back?are they hit me?which guy is killing me?have i seen their face?opps.....that are really a lot of question mark appear in my mind!!so,what can i do now?i'm really cant remember all the things!feeling sad and disgust of this feeling...damn!People is telling me u're strong and lucky...is that?lucky?may be... because of i can go back to this world to continue my life v my dearest family,fren, and all of u! but strong?i dont think so....if i'm strong sure i'll remember all the thing that i wish to know!Actually nobody knows my feeling right now...everyone is just console me...（yea,i know u all is caring me)but have u all think that if u're me...what will u do?will u go out with botak?are you dun care of how the ppl looking at u??(this 2 sentences is my feeling b4,nw is ok....^^）anyway,anyone...thxs for reading my post!i want be the strong girl!!bless me ..haha